Saturday, February 11, 2012

So yeah as an update. I quit that job. Theres only so much abuse a p[erson can take. Call me an effing moron, effing asshole, stick your finger in my face while screaming at me, threaten to replace me and call me a shitty worker or whatever. At some point everyone breaks. No more frustrated tears. Here's the big ef you from me---- when im like whatever, bring it. I wanted to punch her in the face and scream obsenities... but obviously I am growing up and maturing. I didnt bend didnt break didnt flinch under the harrassment and pressure. I literally just kept quiet mt unprofessional and immature thoughts that could have become outrbursts. Honestly, I know I made some stupid mistakes at this job. Really dumb. But I see them as outweighed by all the above and beyond things I did... living at the farm for 9 days straight while my boss enjoyed a vacay in Florida... using my new truck almost every day in work as the farm vehicle(and not bitching about gas usage)... using my boyfriend as free labor around the farm... working 13+ hours a day with no lunch breaks (for 3 months). Oh yeah and did I mention being lied to about my pay/compensation. who in their right mind works 13+ hours a day for 6 dqays a week for menial pay without complaining?? ME. thats something to be commended for, not reprimanded for. But I guess when your an only child given everything you've ever wanted, then go and work for CEOs and CFOs being a glorified and well paid secretary (who most likely slept your way into a comfortable position) you adapt a mindset that you get what you want no matter what. UM REALITY CHECK. You cannot walk all over people. You cannot say whatever you want to people. AND p.s. your a shitty business person with no interpersonal skills.

But now i'm free to job search, do somw physical and mental healing... and oh yeah, prepare for a birthday bash in NYC and a sorority take over of AC : ) Bring it bitches

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