Saturday, May 29, 2010

a new twist on a whole new world

check it out, mull it over, put a tune to it... let me know what you think

I can't sleep- i'd rather be wrapped up in you, o its so true

so i type away the words that id rather just say to you

and i let it replay in my h-h-head all the crazy things we do

slip into a state, a nightmare- if only you knew



Cuz im only afraid you dont know how i feel about you

maybe im not afraid if the world sees me as you do

cuz as long as you know me, i can show the real ME to you

cuz our passion is growing, my nightmares are almost through



Sometimes it feels like im falling into a endless pit

but if i see your face i kno im gonna live through it

so if you reach out your h-h-hand you'll catch me now

say 'its all a dream' when i ask you how



Cuz im only afraid you dont know how i feel about you

no im not afraid if the world sees me as you do

cuz as long as you know me, then i can show the real ME too

cuz our passion is growing, my nightmares are almost through



babay when my running slows me down

you'll be my wings, nothing can hold me doooown

and no matter what they say

no no no matter what they say (even momma can't say)

you're here with me to stay (won't you stay?)

cuz yoooou, yes you

are my whole new world (a whole new world)

so take this princess away

let the stars lead our way

to new adventuuuures, new horizons

whereveeeeer



Cuz im only afraid you dont know how i feel about you

no im not afraid if the world sees me as you do

cuz as long as you know me, then i can show the real ME too

cuz our passion is growing, my nightmares are almost through

headache from working too hard

I'm suffering fran acute swelling of the frontal lobe, which causes pain. aka a headache. I've been all over the scale this week, as low at 126 and as high as 128.5.... this shit is ridiculous! I work too much again this week. I think that even tho its 7 50 on a saturday night, im gonna take a nap and then get up and clean my room. Doesn't seem like anything good is going on any ways. work 2moro AM then heading down to the boys in WallyWorld for the night. MILLVEILLE from a housewarming memorial day party on MONDAY!! yay!
p.s. i have realized the success of your blog rides on the blogging site you use. sink or swim.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

one month later...

Remember that whole thing about diet and exercise to drop pounds? well ive slacked on the exercise, but my tummy shrunk so at least im not eating 24/7... and yet i'm back to 128lbs. see how hard it is to maintain weight when you're not obese? those few extra pounds are killers! del val grad party for my little this weekend... had last weekend all to myself and my boy(took off b/c i figured i deserve it). so excited- talk of a place of our own, a pretty ring and thngs as such! : )

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Cinco de Mayo

I'm so excited. I know its been a while since I bored you with weight loss BS stories. Ha but tonight is Cinco de Mayo! So I got my nails done, had my eyebrows touched up, I'm about to do my hair. AND I HAVE PLANS TONIGHT! Getting in a fight with my boyfriend and then hanging out with my ex (who's engaged to the girl he dumped me for) helped me realize one thing- even if I am head over heels, I'm not dead yet. There is still living to be done and at any moment I could realize I'm not in the right place at the right time with the right person. So tonight I take my small-town PIC(partner in crime) out for a night of tequila, singing, dancing, and margheritas(since I can't drink Corona lol). I posted it on Facebook that I'll be at Riviera Maya all night, and I invited a girl from work and a guy I went to HS with who apparently thinks I'm smoking hot, o yeah and my ex again. We will see what the turn-out is. I started the day with a mild sense that I had drank last night, a slight head ache, the taste of alchohol still in my mouth, and hella sex hair!(minus the sex : /) But whatever. Until I lock in that real job, I worked so hard last week that need a break and I work so hard all the time that I deserve a break! So at 125lbs, I'm ready to throw on a mini skirt and a hot shirt, some wedge heels and go out and do it up!